Everything you see in my blog is a part of my beautifully chaotic life in some way shape or form.
The air lingered
tight around my heart.
what was once filled with joyful noise
was now silent
Not even a gap was uttered
the bright, beautiful landscapes
suddenly loosing their luster
things that were once
a fiery red
are now fading
slowly fading to black
the serenity that was once here
will soon freeze
everything will turn to ice
the air is now
silent and still
the wind will howl again
completing the cycle,
always a new beginning
Tap, Tap, Tap,
Click, click, click
the keys on my keyboard are flying away
my pencil plots out the characters
only leaving the page when i need to think.
Paper balls are all over my floor.
Soft instrumental music acts as my muse.
The perfectionist in me appears.
Crumpling the draft I had just written
tap, tap, tap,
click, click, click,
the tapping and clicking cancel out the
perfectionist and I found my masterpiece.
Would you ever do a thong thursday or a topless tuesday??
I honestly don’t think I am the kind of girl who would. Yeah I am self conscious about my body, yes I am not confident in my own skin. But on the other hand, I don’t want to put my body out there so anyone can see it. In my mind there would be a lot of comments towards me if I ever did. People will always say “Don’t worry about what other people think” but they don’t take to account that sometimes a person just always thinks about what others think about them and they can’t let it go. it’s who they are.
I don’t think i am strong enough to deal with any negative comments but also people would say “How do you know if they will be negative comments without trying?”
How can I try to put my body out there when I am the kind of girl who doesn’t want to conform to the society’s norm of thong thursday or topless tuesday.
If you want to comment on my answer go ahead.